A Sign Of Good Luck ?

I don't know why, the wireless connection is connected today. I let it switch on for the whole everning as I scare the line will lost after that. I must appreaciate this night and I don't want to sleep early already. Is it a good luck sign or not I don't know.

I saw Winnie's blog today and saw our Sunway Lagoon trip's pictures. Nice. I wish I can do it when my connection is really good. Hopefully the next entry or maybe later.

Was practising the dance routine for a week (or more than that, I forgot) and we performed it tonight ! During the Orientation Night for the new students ! My dance was the opening and the respond was... dead !

I realised that the practise dance is better than the performance tonight ! It is because I was blured at some certain time, at the last part I suppose. After that, I stay with those respondless people for quite some time while waiting for Kerry's group dance.

Peter, the cool break dancer who is in the team, passed me his phone and asked me to video the dance tonight, their dance la. While waiting, because I was too bored, I joked with him telling him that his phone was not with me and I might have lost it. He asked me is it real and start clamming that the phone was given by his grandmother and she had already p@ssed @w@y (touch wood !) Cannot get the same thing. Well, according to him, that is Sony Ericsson W810 (not good in phone models). Was quite fun playing with him.

Went home after their dance. Their dance are cool ! Inspiring me to dance now... sigh ! Too bad I don't have the talent, otherwise I'll be staying back for the dance floor and dancing like a mad man ! Unlike Justin Y. can dance and move like a girl, kinda cool, as he can dance !

Recieved a message from my aunt, saying that 3 Retrievers (1 year, 2 year and 4 year old) will be put to sleep tomorrow if there isn't anyone to adope them. Kinda sad... too bad I couldn't help them, otherwise I'll take all of them... wish I'm staying alone and have my own income.

Just thought of how cool YuEn and Edward are. They just came into the club, and have 2 dances to learn, but in this short time of period, they manage to remember all steps. Nice Sea-Walk too... wish that I'm as good !

As I had informed earlier in my Cbox, I went to Pyramid that day, passed by a book stall, went in and look for Giddens's horror novel aka story book. Buy 2 free 1. Spent RM 36.00. After paying, I saw some ghose + comedy story book ! The part 2 and 3, I was like waiting for both these books for since January and now I got it ! I was like shouting and the girl was shock ! She is damn smart, she asked me to buy the book and get another free one... Okay la, I told her that I'll be withdrawing money before getting that book. I withdrawed RM 100 that day, I spent RM 44 the second round which make me spent RM 80 in total for 6 books ! I need time to finish it. Thanks to the stupid connection, I was reading that 2 part of the ghost story last night and this morning, I even bring it into the toilet and read it too ! How obssess I am to them !

Haha... guess I'm stuck now. Oh yea, just bitter gourd jus just came across my mind. I hate it ! The taste sucks ! It's not juice la, but soup, ish ! I have to drink at least one big cup once a month ! That day I drank half of the big bottle (as big as the 250 ml coke bottle !) Yucks !

Love you guys, today's mood a bit better than the previous post.

*Stopping here* [J]

Random Entry

Current mood : Frustrated
Current situation : Lost
Current feeling : Feel like slapping myself with knife ; Feel like peeling off the skin ; Feel like slamming myself to the wall ; FELL LIKE KILLING...

I'm so sorry my friends, my readers, my whoever, it's not that I don't want to post anything or what, it is because of the computer itself. Well, I got my new personal computer on either 20 or 27 March 2007 and I keep it in my room. I can online by using the wireless connection.

My tumbdrive, I suspected, that I could have infected with virus. Causing my old computer... got infected too ! My user account now cannot open totally as it is damn slow and SLOW. The new pc, I don't know what happen to the wireless connection, I cannot connect it and cannot go online.

Wanted to reformat the PC, but I don't have the installer ! Pictures and musics all gone. All nice stuff... I have to say bye bye to them !

My beloved family, and the freaking virus are giving me pressure. The pop up window, telling me that whichever file might got infection... keep bothering me.

Guess I'm not this fuss if my parents could have listen to me earlier by buying me a laptop instead of getting the PC, which took so much space from my room and also wasted RM 500 for a PC table !

I felt so damn lazy and unhappy. The Treasurer report, I still not done yet ! The PC is annoying. My whole body is so painful now. I feel like dying ! Today is the first day I get to online, using my sis account, after not going online for 3 pethetic days ! Frak !

Friend, please don't promise me anything if you can't do it. When it's raining and when I look over, I felt so sorry to my mom you know ?
I wish, I can have my freedom, thou freedom is coming bit by bit.
I don't know what am I typing here...
the connection seems to slow down already.
Sorry my friend from New Zealand. I don't mean to hurt you like that.

*guess I might not coming online for another few days...* [J]

Do You Know Me Well ?

Create your own Friend Test here

Today's Presentation

Today, we have a presentation, actually we are suppose to make an advertisement as it is part of our assignment, consist of 20% I guess. Hmmm, most of the group they did well, but Phui Yinn groups is the best ! I tell you why, because they got Jasalina in their group !!!

What la, Jasalina is the best you know ?! When she step in the class, the whole class cheer for her ! Their group members are Phui Yinn, Voon Voon, Patricia, Eu Jean, Yi Ying and the main actress Jasalina ! Their ad is about encouraging people to join the Beauty Pagent Competition, wanting more girls to join the Miss Earth 2007.


Well, not everyone will get the cheer from the FICMers. People there will actually choose certain people to cheer for but that day Jasalina got everything. I mean cheers and support la of course, even Miss Nicole our Mass Communication lecturer was so happy and laughing all the way through. Look at the picture, Jasalina grabs most of the guys attention and they wanted to take picture with her.


Even Jing Chen wants to... erm... lick her ?! Ewww~ gross !

Unfortunately, I did not get to take any picture with Jasalina. Why ? Well, something seriously sad happened, pictures tell story, so look...


When Jasalina was taking pictures with the girls...


Jing Chen suddenly interrupt and...


Robin even chase all the girls off and...


Poor and helpless Jasalina...

And this is Wei Hong.

Miss Nicole saw this incident and she brought Jasalina to the hospital. Now she had a trauma and never wants to come back to this college anymore. Of course, all these are not true !

After the presentation, me and Winnie went to the Bubble Tea Shop and get some Bubble Tea Drink and later on, play pool with the gang !

Credits to Winnie !

Quotes Of The Day
Situation 1
Jason was in the courtyard with some of his friends, Zheng Joo, Syafiq, Winnie and Miss Tharshni, he took out his homemade pau and proudly present it to them.
ZJ : How are you going to put that on ?
Jas : *took cellophane tape out*
ZJ : Oh... Are you going to put it around you ?
Jas : Nope
ZJ : Then ?
Jas : Just stick a bit lo...
ZJ : It will fall out.
MissT : Yes it will fall out easily.
Jas : Then what shoud I do ? Use elephant glue ?
*Everyone Laugh*

Situation 2
Jason was ordering Passion Fruit Flavor Bubble Tea at the Bubble Tea shop, while Winnie and Geoffrey came in later. The young lady, the aunty and 2 kids were there too.
Jas : One Passion Fruit... hmmm, have I try it before ?
Young Lady : *While pouring the first tea cup of Passion Fruit flovering into the ice blander* You want to mix 2 different flovor ?
Jas : Ermm...
Jas : *Young Lady pouring the second tea cup of Passion Fruit flovering into the ice blander* Okay !
Young Lady : Too late...
Jas : Okay, nevermind then...
While waiting, Jason asked one of the small kid's permission to drink his *forgot what flavor* bubble tea.
Jas : Can I try ?
Kid : *ignore*
Aunty : Do you want to let uncle try your drink ?
Jas, Win, Geoff : UNCLE ?!
Aunty : Ya, to their age, you are an uncle...
Jas : Oh really ? So... Can UNCLE try ?
Kid : *ignore again*
Jas : *FINE*

*sweat wei* [J]

Guess Who Is In The Room

Hehehe... Do you think you know who is this ?
Well, I brought someone into my room

and this picture was taken.

Hey, I'm not that naughty okay ?

*guess la* [J]

An Incident Where A Girl Was Lost

I'm still lazy to blog about the second KTM entry and the Metamorphosis event, how can I be so lazy ?! Anyway, here is a story about a girl who I met during the event, during the launching, I'm so sorry to her and pity her as well, feel like being her friend now...

I was busying walking around, escorting the students to their seat, running up and down... I saw her, walking alone here and there, up and down, sorta lost. I ignore her thinking that she is one of the student in this college who just wants to walk around.

About half an hour later, when I was escorting another group of students, I saw her again. This time she opened her mouth, with an accent, showing me her time table in her file, she asked :"Where is this place ?" Pointing at Malaysian Studies B1-01-06.

Kindly, I answered :"It's upstairs, not here, you have to go up, turn..."

I haven't finish my sentence, she cut me and said :"But all my classmates are here..." pointing at the hall where the launching is held.

At the very moment, I was like "OMG, how could she been left out by the classmates ?"

So I asked her to go register first before entering the hall. But you know what she said ?

"I'm not Malaysian..."

I was like "OMG, poor girl", of cause I did not said it out, I told her that she can go in and join the others as this is not for Malaysian only but for all the students in the college after knowing that she is from Vietnam.

I felt bad, for not asking her earlier, otherwise she will be in the hall with her friend long time ago, not feeling lost in a whole new place for her. I'm sad and sorry to her. Thanks to Alissa for bringing up the old sad issue to me.

*saddening* [J]

Another Tag

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1. Jason
2. Jia Jun
3. Jun ???

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
*can I like not do this ? I like non of my physical part !*
1. # Let me #
2. # Think about #
3. # It first #

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
*basically, this is same as Rachel, but I got more, such as my height, weight, size, body-shape, hair, and more...*
1. Tummy
2. My Eyesight
3. My Complexion

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
*don't understand this*
1. # Decided to #
2. # Leave this #
3. # Question empty #

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T STAND
1. To be ordinary ???
2. Lefting me out
3. Ignoring me

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. Being left out
2. Being ignored
3. Appearance

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SHOWS
*as long as it's nice and able to attract me, I'll watch*
1. # No #
2. # Favourite #
3. # Show #

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE JAPANESE ANIMES
*I don't seldom watch anime*
1. # No #
2. # Favourite #
3. # Japanese Anime #

THREE OF YOUR CURRENT FAVOURITE SONGS
*I realised that I don't have any FAVOURITE things*
1. # No #
2. # Favourite #
3. # Songs #

THREE MOVIES YOU CAN WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN
*I hate repeating movies if it's still fresh in my mind. so...*
1. # No #
2. # Favourite #
3. # Repeating Movies #

THREE MOVIES YOU WOULD LIKE TO WATCH
*Ahhh～ finally some question I can answer*
1. Spiderman 3
2. Vacancy
3. 9:56 (Who wanna watch with me ?)

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. Money
2. Food & Drinks
3. Sleeping time

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. T-Shirt
2. Three quarter pants
3. Triangle shape underpants

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. Love ...and MORE LOVE...
2. Trust
3. Respect

THREE PHYISCAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE GENDER THAT APPEALS TO YOU
*well, it...*
1. # Depends #
2. # As I #
3. # Trust Faith #


THREE BAD HABITS
*actually got more such as no determination towards exercising*
1. Laugh suckily
2. Think negatively
3. Being Lame

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES
1. Online
2. Eat & Drink
3. Sleep

THREE THINGS YOU WANNA DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
1. Finish this Tag ASAP
2. Finish my Treasurer Report ASAP
3. SLEEP

THREE CAREERS YOUR CONSIDERING OR CURRENTLY PURSUING
1. PR & EM - pursuing this course
2. Tour Guide & Tour Leader - last time's dream
3. Modeling & Acting - IMPOSSIBLE !!!

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
1. Taiwan - Favourite Country, if I'm an actor or model, this is a perfect place, I got a dream here.
2. Thailand - Second Favourite Country, I would like to learn their language, people here are cool !
3. Hong Kong - If I'm an actor I would like to stay there and know more celebrity friends !

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE
1. # It #
2. # Depends #
3. # Thou #

THREE THINGS YOU WANNA DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Do whatever I want
2. Visit the world
3. Have my own dream house, car, Career

THREE THINGS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GUY (or girl)
1. # Don't #
2. # Understand #
3. # This #

INITIALS OF THREE CRUSHES (current or previous)
1. # Better #
2. # Not #
3. # Know #


THREE PEOPLE YOU TAG TO DO THIS SURVEY
1. Li Yi
2. Deborah
3. Winnie

I din't know Rachel Au tagged me. So I did not do, do inform me next time okay ?
Anyway, whoever who wants to do it, please do it and let me know !!! Okay ?

*enjoy* [J]

Tagged

Got tagged by Liyi. No.29 lost already, don't ask me why.

1. Color of most clothes you own?
Black, cause it's easier to match the pants most of the time, and darker colour suite me, and black is cool !

2. Number of pillows you sleep with.
I got 3 pillow on my bed, sleep on 2 while 1 stand-by.

3. where are you right now?
At home, in the living room, in front of the computer. About 6 to 7 steps to the slide door, more than 10 steps to the main gate, more than 15 steps to the back door.

4. what are you doing 12 AM last night?
Planned to sleep as the next day have to wake up at 6.

5. how old will you be in 10 years?
28, OMG, this is TOO OLD !!!

6. what do you think you’ll be doing in 15 years?
Let me see, 18 + 15 = 33... OMG, so old ! I don dare thinking about it. Maybe something relate to PR.

7. do you have braces?
I wish I have, my teeth damn not nice !

8. are you paranoid?
Maybe.

9. describe your wallet?
Ordinary. Black. Normal.

10. your alarm clock?
A pig shape. Pink in colour. Very noisy, suitable for me.

11. you hair?
Accidentally dyed to Purple-rish Red, faded to Reddish Brown, now Darker Brown with Black top.

12. tooth brush?
Either green or blue.

13. what color are your eyes?
Depends if I wear colour contact lense or not... Blue or otherwise Black.

14. unforgettable enemy?
I guess is him, the one who tries to L me and hacked my MSN, Friendster, Hotmail, and keep changing my password and stealing my pictures and send it to G site !

15. first play/musical/performance?
Kindergarden.

16. last movie seen in cinema?
Acted by Twins, named... I forgot.

17. last person you yelled at?
Too many, not to mention.

18. last crush?
Someone, not announcing who.

19. last shoes worn?
What does this question mean ?

20. last ice cream eaten?
McDonalds.

21. last word written by hand?
*Lame question*.

22. last time you wanted to die?
Everyday feel like dying... maybe a second ago ? Lol...

23. when was the last time you went out at night?
Yesterday ? Went Carrefour with Alicia to buy stuff for event today.

24. what was the last song you heard?
Melodi

25. what is about the opposite sex?
Nothing much, depends who la.

26. what do you want to do now?
Sleep, count money... sigh, tomorrow they sure will ask money from me...

27. what’s the first thing you ate this morning?
Bread.

28. what’s the one song you never get over?
Erm, depends.

30. fav day of the week?
Friday, Saturday and Sunday, no class ma...



Quote of the day :
Jason : Ei I takut takut to see Mr Phua
Mun Suet : Who the hell is Mister... *Mr Phua passed by, and we look toward his direction*... Oh !

p/s : Anyone who wants to do this tag, please do it, and inform me after that.
p/p/s : Pictures of KTM scene yesterday will be uploaded soon.
p/p/p/s : Will be updating about the event, Metamorphosis really soon.

*damn sleepy* [J]

Weird Dream (3)

I got this weird dream.

The setting is in somewhere around Malaysia,

sometime around 2007.

I don't know what is stressing me,

but what I know is I took out a cigarette...

...light it up...

...and smoke it.

'Smoke' it ?? Or 'Suck' it ???

Well, anyway, somehow someone saw that...

Rachel Au with her yesterday acting dress
(hair tied up with white one piece dress)

came to me and said,

"Jason, you had disappointed me !"

Weird~

*Metamorphosis today last day, come support !* [J]

I Don't Know What Title To Put

Today, the same old problem by the KTM, this time, I'm stuck under the rain in the KTM station, and I became socky wet. Too bad I'm not in the mood of doing this as after shopping with Alicia for the event tomorrow, I'm already became too tired. Maybe tomorrow...

People, come support us tomorrow ! There is a high recommended game which is the Amazing Hunt host by Alicia and Dara ! We need 15 teams and I wish all of you will come and support. As I told, nice prize will be given ! Come on... only RM 3 per team and 2 people per team !

Metamorphosis is closing tomorrow, last day. Pictures and detail about the event will be post up really soon ! Stay tune okay ?

Quote of the day :
"...Miss Catherine, you are handsomely beautifully today, I want to take picture with you..." - by Jason

*my throat is burning pain now* [J]

Today Is Simply Just NOT My Day

DAMN BAD LUCK WEI !!!

*This will be damn short, but I know it gonna be draggy...*

Back to the topic, today something happen in class... again.

Somehow, Communication Students always have Miscommunication and Misunderstanding ler.

Well, cut the communication part, lets talk about HOW I GO HOME TODAY, DAMN INTERESTING YOU KNOW ?

Haha, sounds sarcastic isn't it ? Why not have a look at these...







SEE THE QUEUE ?! Apparently, the KTM broke down and those people who wants to go down to Pelabuhan Klang (whereas me to Subang Jaya is also on the way) have to take the taxi or bus to their own destination.

Damn it, so coincident my Touch And Go left RM 0.70 and I have to buy a ticket, who knows this happened and... arrr ! Luckily Wei Hong is kind enough to keep me for a while.

Thanks for all 3 (Hong, Darren, Shannen) of them say good bye to me, all my luck came back ! The taxi driver willing to take me and a stranger to Carrefour for RM 5. I reached home around 7pm.

*my wound still not fully recover* [J]

English Exhibition Week

For your information, I'm pursuing Foundation In Communication at this happening college, Taylors College Petaling Jaya with a big group of 35 happening classmates. We are all having 4 subjects for this semester and for English For College Studies, we are require to have an English Exhibition Week which contains 20% of our marks.

In order to make this 'assignment week' a success and get fully 20% of it, all of us work so much and had organized a Funding Project which is the Valentine Day. We got profits from there and still working hard for sponsorships in order to make it a success. All profits will be going to the SPCA and one of the foster's home. *We are not making money for ourselves, we just want the marks*

Okay, skip those silly stuff. As you can see from the picture above, Metamorphosis is our theme and this tag line :"Changing is INVENTING, Changing is ADAPTING, Change is OCCURRING." This is damn good and I know we can make it ! FICM-ians, WE CAN DO IT !!!

On both days, we will be having games. The most reccomended games are the Amazing Hunt and the Fear Factor. Amazing Hunt, 2 people per team and will be charge RM3 only. The prize is amazing ! Want to know what is it ? Join it ! Fear Factor, if not mistaken is Free of charge, come and face your fear ! I DARE YOU...

I really wish everyone, especially the seniors do come support us during the lunching and the game time. The Amazing Hunt is during the common hour, sure you have the time to join if you put some efford on it right ?

Your support does really means a lot to us. And I wish the event will be a success ! Wish us luck okay ? Bless us, pray for us. FICM-ians, gambatte !!!


*come okay ?* [J]

My Confession

Please read all way through if you have started, I'm doing this sincerely and I wish everyone to know more about me, please pay some respect to me by reading it sincerely. This could effect your future, your perception towards me and I suggest you think twice before starting. Thank you.

I really can't stand the way you guys look at me, the suspicious and doubtful way of looking from your eyes. I can't stand the pointing behind my back with the soft but hurtful saying such as "He is gay". I hate all this and I don't wish this will ever happen to me anymore. That is why I wanted to confess that I am actually not straight, not gay but I'm a BISEXUAL !

Do you think I want to be a bisexual ? No I don't ! But want can I do ? Since young I like to look at the guy's body, especially the muscular one. I like to see their handsome face and soft nice hair. I started collecting guys pictures from the magazine, newspaper and all other print media I can find at the age of 10. It turn worst when I started online as I can search for more pictures. I'm seriously happy and they had turn me on ! At that time, I really think that I'm GAY ! I was damn confuse on what should I do as I'm the only son in the family, always wish that I have a brother to share the burden I am carrying now.

I realised that I'm not gay when I started to fall in love to one of my friend during high-school. I realised that both sexes do actually attract me and I started loving it. But I have to hide my identity, especially from my parents. I don't wish they know their son is actually not straight.

My friends in high school and college tend to say that I'm gay and often ask me "Are you gay ?" which I have to deny strongly. Know what ? I had missed lots of chances to get love because of that. I can't stand it anymore and know I have to do this, this is one of my hardest decision in my life as this will definitely change my life three-hundred-sixty degree-ly. I don't want to be a hypocrite anymore !

Well, I guess, I can be know as a 'slu+' or a 'bi+ch'. Winnie, remember Pounds you had intro to me ? I actually love him. I love his muscle. Now you know why I want to go to the gym so badly. I tend to love guys who has nice fit body with smart and intelligent mind. I tend to love girls who has nice slim body with beautiful and cute appearance. Guess you will feel disgust by now for what I had said but I'm so sorry, this is me and I am who I am, face the fact !

No doubt, Wei Hong is one of my target. (Hong, by now, I guess you had said a few times What The Fu*k, right ?) Why do I like him so much ? Because I love him ! Sabrina, June and Yi Lin, remember Justin E.? I do actually love him since Form 4, until today...

I couldn't continue anymore. I just want to be myself. I don't want to be another hypocrite to all of my friends, it's so not fair to them. Now, I guess you can understand why I want to be fair, why am I a narcissist, why I like to use the mirror, why I like to take pictures... I wish you understand. I wish we are still friends, please accept me as your friend. Just because that I can't stand people pointing at my back, just because that I can't stand people saying that I'm gay, just because that I can't stop myself from using the mirror, just because that I can't stop laughing when I see your shocking expression when I say...

















































































I'm so sorry that I actually did this. Everything mentioned above are seriously not true. I am who I am but please don't ask me "are you gay" anymore. My answer will be definitely "NO". People whos name had been mentioned just now, I'm so sorry and please don't be angry. This is just a stupid joke. Please don't keep this in your mind. Sorry and have a happy day.I had planed long for this. ^^

*sorry again* [J]