Another Tag

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1. Jason
2. Jia Jun
3. Jun ???

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
*can I like not do this ? I like non of my physical part !*
1. # Let me #
2. # Think about #
3. # It first #

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
*basically, this is same as Rachel, but I got more, such as my height, weight, size, body-shape, hair, and more...*
1. Tummy
2. My Eyesight
3. My Complexion

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
*don't understand this*
1. # Decided to #
2. # Leave this #
3. # Question empty #

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T STAND
1. To be ordinary ???
2. Lefting me out
3. Ignoring me

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. Being left out
2. Being ignored
3. Appearance

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SHOWS
*as long as it's nice and able to attract me, I'll watch*
1. # No #
2. # Favourite #
3. # Show #

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE JAPANESE ANIMES
*I don't seldom watch anime*
1. # No #
2. # Favourite #
3. # Japanese Anime #

THREE OF YOUR CURRENT FAVOURITE SONGS
*I realised that I don't have any FAVOURITE things*
1. # No #
2. # Favourite #
3. # Songs #

THREE MOVIES YOU CAN WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN
*I hate repeating movies if it's still fresh in my mind. so...*
1. # No #
2. # Favourite #
3. # Repeating Movies #

THREE MOVIES YOU WOULD LIKE TO WATCH
*Ahhh～ finally some question I can answer*
1. Spiderman 3
2. Vacancy
3. 9:56 (Who wanna watch with me ?)

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. Money
2. Food & Drinks
3. Sleeping time

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. T-Shirt
2. Three quarter pants
3. Triangle shape underpants

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. Love ...and MORE LOVE...
2. Trust
3. Respect

THREE PHYISCAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE GENDER THAT APPEALS TO YOU
*well, it...*
1. # Depends #
2. # As I #
3. # Trust Faith #


THREE BAD HABITS
*actually got more such as no determination towards exercising*
1. Laugh suckily
2. Think negatively
3. Being Lame

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES
1. Online
2. Eat & Drink
3. Sleep

THREE THINGS YOU WANNA DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
1. Finish this Tag ASAP
2. Finish my Treasurer Report ASAP
3. SLEEP

THREE CAREERS YOUR CONSIDERING OR CURRENTLY PURSUING
1. PR & EM - pursuing this course
2. Tour Guide & Tour Leader - last time's dream
3. Modeling & Acting - IMPOSSIBLE !!!

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
1. Taiwan - Favourite Country, if I'm an actor or model, this is a perfect place, I got a dream here.
2. Thailand - Second Favourite Country, I would like to learn their language, people here are cool !
3. Hong Kong - If I'm an actor I would like to stay there and know more celebrity friends !

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE
1. # It #
2. # Depends #
3. # Thou #

THREE THINGS YOU WANNA DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Do whatever I want
2. Visit the world
3. Have my own dream house, car, Career

THREE THINGS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GUY (or girl)
1. # Don't #
2. # Understand #
3. # This #

INITIALS OF THREE CRUSHES (current or previous)
1. # Better #
2. # Not #
3. # Know #


THREE PEOPLE YOU TAG TO DO THIS SURVEY
1. Li Yi
2. Deborah
3. Winnie

I din't know Rachel Au tagged me. So I did not do, do inform me next time okay ?
Anyway, whoever who wants to do it, please do it and let me know !!! Okay ?

*enjoy* [J]

Tagged

Got tagged by Liyi. No.29 lost already, don't ask me why.

1. Color of most clothes you own?
Black, cause it's easier to match the pants most of the time, and darker colour suite me, and black is cool !

2. Number of pillows you sleep with.
I got 3 pillow on my bed, sleep on 2 while 1 stand-by.

3. where are you right now?
At home, in the living room, in front of the computer. About 6 to 7 steps to the slide door, more than 10 steps to the main gate, more than 15 steps to the back door.

4. what are you doing 12 AM last night?
Planned to sleep as the next day have to wake up at 6.

5. how old will you be in 10 years?
28, OMG, this is TOO OLD !!!

6. what do you think you’ll be doing in 15 years?
Let me see, 18 + 15 = 33... OMG, so old ! I don dare thinking about it. Maybe something relate to PR.

7. do you have braces?
I wish I have, my teeth damn not nice !

8. are you paranoid?
Maybe.

9. describe your wallet?
Ordinary. Black. Normal.

10. your alarm clock?
A pig shape. Pink in colour. Very noisy, suitable for me.

11. you hair?
Accidentally dyed to Purple-rish Red, faded to Reddish Brown, now Darker Brown with Black top.

12. tooth brush?
Either green or blue.

13. what color are your eyes?
Depends if I wear colour contact lense or not... Blue or otherwise Black.

14. unforgettable enemy?
I guess is him, the one who tries to L me and hacked my MSN, Friendster, Hotmail, and keep changing my password and stealing my pictures and send it to G site !

15. first play/musical/performance?
Kindergarden.

16. last movie seen in cinema?
Acted by Twins, named... I forgot.

17. last person you yelled at?
Too many, not to mention.

18. last crush?
Someone, not announcing who.

19. last shoes worn?
What does this question mean ?

20. last ice cream eaten?
McDonalds.

21. last word written by hand?
*Lame question*.

22. last time you wanted to die?
Everyday feel like dying... maybe a second ago ? Lol...

23. when was the last time you went out at night?
Yesterday ? Went Carrefour with Alicia to buy stuff for event today.

24. what was the last song you heard?
Melodi

25. what is about the opposite sex?
Nothing much, depends who la.

26. what do you want to do now?
Sleep, count money... sigh, tomorrow they sure will ask money from me...

27. what’s the first thing you ate this morning?
Bread.

28. what’s the one song you never get over?
Erm, depends.

30. fav day of the week?
Friday, Saturday and Sunday, no class ma...



Quote of the day :
Jason : Ei I takut takut to see Mr Phua
Mun Suet : Who the hell is Mister... *Mr Phua passed by, and we look toward his direction*... Oh !

p/s : Anyone who wants to do this tag, please do it, and inform me after that.
p/p/s : Pictures of KTM scene yesterday will be uploaded soon.
p/p/p/s : Will be updating about the event, Metamorphosis really soon.

*damn sleepy* [J]

Weird Dream (3)

I got this weird dream.

The setting is in somewhere around Malaysia,

sometime around 2007.

I don't know what is stressing me,

but what I know is I took out a cigarette...

...light it up...

...and smoke it.

'Smoke' it ?? Or 'Suck' it ???

Well, anyway, somehow someone saw that...

Rachel Au with her yesterday acting dress
(hair tied up with white one piece dress)

came to me and said,

"Jason, you had disappointed me !"

Weird~

*Metamorphosis today last day, come support !* [J]

I Don't Know What Title To Put

Today, the same old problem by the KTM, this time, I'm stuck under the rain in the KTM station, and I became socky wet. Too bad I'm not in the mood of doing this as after shopping with Alicia for the event tomorrow, I'm already became too tired. Maybe tomorrow...

People, come support us tomorrow ! There is a high recommended game which is the Amazing Hunt host by Alicia and Dara ! We need 15 teams and I wish all of you will come and support. As I told, nice prize will be given ! Come on... only RM 3 per team and 2 people per team !

Metamorphosis is closing tomorrow, last day. Pictures and detail about the event will be post up really soon ! Stay tune okay ?

Quote of the day :
"...Miss Catherine, you are handsomely beautifully today, I want to take picture with you..." - by Jason

*my throat is burning pain now* [J]

Today Is Simply Just NOT My Day

DAMN BAD LUCK WEI !!!

*This will be damn short, but I know it gonna be draggy...*

Back to the topic, today something happen in class... again.

Somehow, Communication Students always have Miscommunication and Misunderstanding ler.

Well, cut the communication part, lets talk about HOW I GO HOME TODAY, DAMN INTERESTING YOU KNOW ?

Haha, sounds sarcastic isn't it ? Why not have a look at these...







SEE THE QUEUE ?! Apparently, the KTM broke down and those people who wants to go down to Pelabuhan Klang (whereas me to Subang Jaya is also on the way) have to take the taxi or bus to their own destination.

Damn it, so coincident my Touch And Go left RM 0.70 and I have to buy a ticket, who knows this happened and... arrr ! Luckily Wei Hong is kind enough to keep me for a while.

Thanks for all 3 (Hong, Darren, Shannen) of them say good bye to me, all my luck came back ! The taxi driver willing to take me and a stranger to Carrefour for RM 5. I reached home around 7pm.

*my wound still not fully recover* [J]

English Exhibition Week

For your information, I'm pursuing Foundation In Communication at this happening college, Taylors College Petaling Jaya with a big group of 35 happening classmates. We are all having 4 subjects for this semester and for English For College Studies, we are require to have an English Exhibition Week which contains 20% of our marks.

In order to make this 'assignment week' a success and get fully 20% of it, all of us work so much and had organized a Funding Project which is the Valentine Day. We got profits from there and still working hard for sponsorships in order to make it a success. All profits will be going to the SPCA and one of the foster's home. *We are not making money for ourselves, we just want the marks*

Okay, skip those silly stuff. As you can see from the picture above, Metamorphosis is our theme and this tag line :"Changing is INVENTING, Changing is ADAPTING, Change is OCCURRING." This is damn good and I know we can make it ! FICM-ians, WE CAN DO IT !!!

On both days, we will be having games. The most reccomended games are the Amazing Hunt and the Fear Factor. Amazing Hunt, 2 people per team and will be charge RM3 only. The prize is amazing ! Want to know what is it ? Join it ! Fear Factor, if not mistaken is Free of charge, come and face your fear ! I DARE YOU...

I really wish everyone, especially the seniors do come support us during the lunching and the game time. The Amazing Hunt is during the common hour, sure you have the time to join if you put some efford on it right ?

Your support does really means a lot to us. And I wish the event will be a success ! Wish us luck okay ? Bless us, pray for us. FICM-ians, gambatte !!!


*come okay ?* [J]

My Confession

Please read all way through if you have started, I'm doing this sincerely and I wish everyone to know more about me, please pay some respect to me by reading it sincerely. This could effect your future, your perception towards me and I suggest you think twice before starting. Thank you.

I really can't stand the way you guys look at me, the suspicious and doubtful way of looking from your eyes. I can't stand the pointing behind my back with the soft but hurtful saying such as "He is gay". I hate all this and I don't wish this will ever happen to me anymore. That is why I wanted to confess that I am actually not straight, not gay but I'm a BISEXUAL !

Do you think I want to be a bisexual ? No I don't ! But want can I do ? Since young I like to look at the guy's body, especially the muscular one. I like to see their handsome face and soft nice hair. I started collecting guys pictures from the magazine, newspaper and all other print media I can find at the age of 10. It turn worst when I started online as I can search for more pictures. I'm seriously happy and they had turn me on ! At that time, I really think that I'm GAY ! I was damn confuse on what should I do as I'm the only son in the family, always wish that I have a brother to share the burden I am carrying now.

I realised that I'm not gay when I started to fall in love to one of my friend during high-school. I realised that both sexes do actually attract me and I started loving it. But I have to hide my identity, especially from my parents. I don't wish they know their son is actually not straight.

My friends in high school and college tend to say that I'm gay and often ask me "Are you gay ?" which I have to deny strongly. Know what ? I had missed lots of chances to get love because of that. I can't stand it anymore and know I have to do this, this is one of my hardest decision in my life as this will definitely change my life three-hundred-sixty degree-ly. I don't want to be a hypocrite anymore !

Well, I guess, I can be know as a 'slu+' or a 'bi+ch'. Winnie, remember Pounds you had intro to me ? I actually love him. I love his muscle. Now you know why I want to go to the gym so badly. I tend to love guys who has nice fit body with smart and intelligent mind. I tend to love girls who has nice slim body with beautiful and cute appearance. Guess you will feel disgust by now for what I had said but I'm so sorry, this is me and I am who I am, face the fact !

No doubt, Wei Hong is one of my target. (Hong, by now, I guess you had said a few times What The Fu*k, right ?) Why do I like him so much ? Because I love him ! Sabrina, June and Yi Lin, remember Justin E.? I do actually love him since Form 4, until today...

I couldn't continue anymore. I just want to be myself. I don't want to be another hypocrite to all of my friends, it's so not fair to them. Now, I guess you can understand why I want to be fair, why am I a narcissist, why I like to use the mirror, why I like to take pictures... I wish you understand. I wish we are still friends, please accept me as your friend. Just because that I can't stand people pointing at my back, just because that I can't stand people saying that I'm gay, just because that I can't stop myself from using the mirror, just because that I can't stop laughing when I see your shocking expression when I say...

















































































I'm so sorry that I actually did this. Everything mentioned above are seriously not true. I am who I am but please don't ask me "are you gay" anymore. My answer will be definitely "NO". People whos name had been mentioned just now, I'm so sorry and please don't be angry. This is just a stupid joke. Please don't keep this in your mind. Sorry and have a happy day.I had planed long for this. ^^

*sorry again* [J]

Listen Up Guys & Girls

*This is just an advertisement, scroll down for more entries*


Attention people, I have something to inform ! Did you see the picture above, some pinkish object in 2 different colour of fancy bag ? Yeap, I'm here to promote this wonderful shirt that was design by one of my beloved classmate -- Nadia. Do support her and buy one for yourself or for your female friends.

Okay, this is the design of the shirt. It is nice and worth buying it, guess what is the price ? RM 25 per shirt, with one special fancy bag for free ! There are 2 different colour for you to choose, pick (left) with "SHOPAHOLIC and your problem is?" and black (right) with "I've got a secret I'm a shopaholic".

Did you see how hot the models are ? Do you know why ? Because they are wering the Shopaholic T ! Now, here is a question for both guys and girls.

Girls : Do you want to be as hot as them ?

Guys : Do you want your girlfriend, mother, sister, girl-friends... to be as hot as them ?

If your answer is "YES", then you have to buy one ! Do give me a call, sms, e-mail (with shopaholic as title), MSN, or make your order by leaving it at the comment area or cbox, leave me your contact number so I can contact you. I wish you will get it from me as this is really nice and part of the fund will be going to the SPCA and foster's home as charity.

p/s : I only left size M, L & XL. Get one while you can !

*do support* [J]

Pity Me

{right eye}
{left eye}
This is obviously not a bruise, and not an eye bag as well. Compare both eyes, did you realised that the left eye is kinda swollen, when I touch is painful too... Now already got well.

{right leg}
{left leg}
Remember that I went for a dance performance that I mentioned a few post ago ? This is what I got after a few weeks of practising. Damn pain wei !

This is at my right arm, thanks to one of the lecturer in the paintball game. Hehe, will tell more about the paintball game next time after I got more pictures... hehe ^^

This is just a random picture of me and Alicia's new baby -- Zaphire, an iguana. Click on the pic for a clearer look. I purposely edit it as the original picture is blur. Anyway, credits to Lish.

*pity me* [J]

An Ugly Drawing With Some Meaning...

Some people is nice to you when he / she is in front of you...

...but when you turn around, he / she will take off their long-hidden mask...

...and give you a stab from behind !

Then he / she will leave and act like nothing had happened.

*** ~ ***

Damn boring when I'm waiting for my turn to use the computer. This story came to my mind suddenly so I decided to draw it in a piece of rough paper. Please don't be misunderstood, I did not mention anyone here. Just a random boring post.

*agree ?* [J]

Damn Random

Hahaha, this is really a damn random post. Do you know what I say so ? Well, ... , before I start telling you the reason, let me introduce someone to you guys. He (the guy in the picture) is Alexander Wang Lee Hom and he is a Taiwan singer. He is one of my idol since Standard Six, and he is really a talented person. Talk about his talent, he can play the violin, piano, guitar, drums, vibraphone and also the accordion. He can even speak different languages such as English, Mandarin, Cantonese and French. Okay, seriously have to cut the crap now. Actually, this entry in mainly for Winnie, just to show off a bit la, I guess by now she will understand why I say that la... right Winnie ? Well, I can actually post / upload a picture for not more than one minute. Damn fast, so blogger is still okay for me. Pity you la, anyway I know you are doing Zheng Joo's tag, so enjoy yourself la... hahaha !


*damn lame right* [J]

Ewww~~~

I hate it,

I hate to mention it,

I don't like it,

I don't even bother to take a picture of it...






BITTER GOURD SUP / JUICE...


...SUXX TO THE ...

MAX !!!



*who likes it?* [J]

Cool + Emo

I just realised that some people who is good in drawing, and what I mean is, really good in drawing, always look emotional. Believe it or not. I have some prove here, like one of my friend, my classmate, Z.J. is good in drawing, and you can always see her siting down, without any expression. If you ask her why and she reply, mean she is still okay and you may comtinue disturb her ; but if she gives you a serious look, hehe, better watch out, she might take her bazuka out from her bag and blast you with it !

Of course, she do laugh sometimes when she thinks it's worth laughing. She will eventually smile abit when all of us laughing like a mad man. She wil only laugh like a mad person when... erm... well, I'm not so sure when, but I know some certain time la. Well, she is a cool person anyway, I like her. What I mean is I like her as what / who she is and thanks for being my friend Z.J. I hope you will not mind about what I mentioned here.

Another example is, a friend I know from Friendster. Well, I don't know does he consider me as his friend as I dono how many times we chat online. He is just someone I know from the net and I found him quite cool. His pictures are somehow / sometimes quite emotionless and he likes to edit his pics with... violent cartoon character.

Yoz friend, if you are reading this and you know it's you I'm mentioning here, I wish you don't mind too. As I said, you are a cool person and I llike the way / style you edit your pics. I even likes your picture and wish I have such talent. Seriously, I don't mind being emotionless, what I want is to be talented and not like what am I now.

What am I now ? I also don't know. Just an ordinary teenager ? And that is all ?! It's not enough you know ? If I have some talents, or maybe at least one, I might feel satisfied. I mean, like ZJ and Mr Artist, they can draw so well, like Justin O. can host, act and sing, like Sean T. can sing, act, dance, host and so... They are talented and they are cool people ! What am I, I'm asking again and again and again ???!!! A normal person don't make me outstanding ! Even if I'm a nerd or geek, I might be the smartest person in class / college / state / country. Even if I'm a handsome guy with nice and fit body, doesn't need much talent you may be choosen as an actor or a male model. Grand me nice voice I can be a superstar !

I just hate and don't want to be a NORMAL person ! Okay, at least I try to be someone special, wish I guess I did it but it brings me some stupid lame side effect. Being obedient to mummy, staying at home most of the time, acting famanine or gay (sometimes) in college do somehow 'attract' people attention. But I know, this is not a good way, people tend to disturb and bully you ! Using you as a 'thing' to them and backstep you too !

Well, I have to try forget about all this silly stuff and try being the real me. I know this is quite impossible to me as, I'm the only one who know why. I'm not telling these out as this is a person reason and I don't wish to share. I'm having this short term memories 'infection' so don't try to ask me what is it or what happen. Just treat it as 'Jason has became emo again today.' Let me be emo sometimes as I have to do that, I mean if I don't express to my blog, I afraid I'll keep everything in my brain, resulting some stupid psycho sickness or even worst -- split personality. I do think it's cool but I know it's bad.

Realising that I have so many cool friends around. Alicia, Dara, Geoffrey, Jing Chen, Mun Suet, Robin, Wei Hong, Winnie, Kian Yang, Nadia, Rachel(s), Alisa,... all sorts of cool people are actually hanging around me but somehow, I felt I'm the one who is acting cool. Guess I should listen to Alicia, 'just be who you are, we are friends because of who you are not how you look like to fit in the class...' I appreciate it alot !

Wow, now I know I can blog so much in such condition: air-conditioned, quite and peaceful, with a suitable title. I wish I can delete all un-needed files in my brain memory. Clean it up yoz !

*be myself* [J]

SPA Inter-Programme Drama Competition

This entry will be damn short. And no pictures provided.

Here goes...

I train so much (the dance, as I'm performing, not acting) until I got blue black, I spent RM 80 for the needless black big jacket, I train so much till I hurt and almost kill myself, I sacrifice my time for practise, I even try my best to be the best...

...but still, I screw up the beginning and last part.

Like what Robin said, I forgot to leave up my cover at the beginning + I forgot the so-last-minute move at the last part.

Yi Wen said it's ok, saying that it went pretty well.

Florance and Surekha said that I'm cool, I did not mess up the dance.

Zheng Joo said that I'm ok.

Xiao Yu said that it's messy but I'm not the one who messing it up.

Kerry said that the guys were synchronized, even if we did mistake, people cannot see.

Wei Hong said that it's nice and not bad awesome...

...I am glad to hear that ! Though I'm not happy with my performance.



p/s : I finished reading my novel already ! Just bought from Pyramid not long ago.
p/p/s : My seniors from Mass Comm got the first place ! Congratulation !

*thanks God* [J]

The Day When I Bum Into A Crazy Man

Yesterday, after the dance practise, I went to the library to get my bag. The time is around 6.30pm and I was alone. I went to block B1, press the up button and waiting for the lif. A man around 30 plus came over and look at me one kind, I suspected he is crazy as he was swinging left and right like a kid, while waiting for the lif.

The lif arrived 1 minutes later and he sort of 'invited' me into the lif. He press on the 9th button while I press on the 10th, which will bring me to the library. When we were in the lif, the man stared at me and started bangging the wall of the lif, I was like freak out by his... wild action. He has this "Jeng Jeng Jeng" sound like what Jing Chen always do... Freaky !

Somehow, the lif stop at the 8th floor, someone might had press it outside. He was like "Ooi ?" as the lif stop at the 8th floor while he wants to go to the 9th floor. But before the door close, he said "Oh, I want to go to the 8th floor." and he went out.

I was like, "What the hell ? Then who is going to the 9th floor ???" The lif stop at the 9th and I almost step out. The guy would think that I'm crazy for going out and into the lif again.

I did not go home straight away but went into the library online for a while. 15 minutes later, I went out to the locker area to get my bag and went to the KTM station.

The train reached around 7pm but I did not manage to go it. Those people stand at the door like no body's business... resulting me staying back behind. I have to wait for the next train... sigh !



*damn unlucky* [J]